so i have come to realize that i have no idea what i'm doing. its been a while since my last post, and it was kind of vague. you probably have no idea what's going on in my life, but neither do i. everything seems to be happening soo fast. all of a sudden, i only have like 10 days left in Toledo. what happened to all that time i had to waste? where did it all go? what happened to my summer? a lot has happened. shenanigans ended, school is over, and i am now a graduate of start high school. i am an alumni. that is one of the freakiest things ever. i am also 18. an adult. yikes. i've done some new stuff this summer. went to cedar point, the zoo, music under the stars, went clubbin!, saw some sweet movies, hung out with some sweet people, and went to my first drive in. :]
I've also gotten my schedule for Muskingum, my roommate, and i'm waiting on information about the marching band. so...my sister wants me to go visit her at the camp she is working at in pennsylvania, which i am fine with. i would leave on the 3rd and get back the night of the 11th, then on the 13th the family leaves to go to New York for a nice family vacation. we were going to get back on the 19th, but that is when band at Muskingum starts. So, we are going to swing down there and drop me off like an abandoned kid or something. So, basically, im only going to be home for 4 days in august. oh my god.
what have i gotten myself into? I am not ready for this college thing. i mean, i want to go and do the whole college thing, but it is going to kick my ass. I know it will be good for me, but i dont know if i can handle it yet. Im not ready to go. especially if im not gonna be ale to see anyone i know, besides family members, for about 2 weeks before i go. then i get thrown into a group of people ive never met before in my life. im gonna be chewed up and spit back out. im going to miss everyone so much. i hope i can do this.
i still want to hear from everyone though. email me at mrnelson@muskingum .edu. i want to know how everyone is doing while im away. i wont be back till mid october, so keep me posted on whats going on.
if i survive. :] | 
there were also a lot of mexicans there...